NAK BF!!!!! (haha..2 those who r tired of my mourns...a must read!!)

i've been mourning bout havin a bf waaay 2 long,aite?? =) yeah..yeah..i kno...tapi KENAPA yek?kdg2 aku pelik gak ngn diri sdirik..Y is it dat HAVIN bf matters SO MUCH 2 me??2 hav sum1 2 talk 2 & tell things about??IS DAT IT??bole jerk do those xtvts wif gurlfrenz,kan??n their REACTIONZ will b like SO MUCH BETTER pun,compared 2 a guy's exprexxionz,kan??so..SAL AKU NAK SGT BF??2 b CARED & 2 CARE..as in 2 b LOVED & 2 LOVE??hm......so..here's a sneak preview of d conversation dat i had wif my brother [haha..bole pakai gak rupenye pale otak abgku sorang nih!! ;)] ....

"kenapa kena tgk org lain??y shud u ALWIZ COMPARE urself wif others??suke sgt ckp dialog -->ala..beshnye tgk sume org g DATING...ader BF...bile weekend je siap2 pkai LAWA2..makeup2 nk g dating..BESHnye ader pakwe...<-- "adik nak experience a SERIES of dating relationship (meaning couple n clash BYK2 kali..lps clash ader je GANTI)..or nak jumpe SORANG je n then TRUS KAWIN n KEKAL sampai bila2???"

"tak semestinya bile SENANG dpt ganti after clash tu means dat it will last 4 ever...kita xtau pe yg akan jadi in FUTURE...adik nak bagi ur future hubby ur MOST love or nk bagi yg SAKI BAKI je(after d so many coupling experience u've been thru)??...makin BYK hubungan yg kita involve in...makin SIKITlah sayang yg kita akan bagi to our SOULMATE..

"biarlah dapat LAMBAT sikit...tp d TIMING is rite..n masing2 dh cukup READY n cukup CIRI2..in every aspect...n hopefully kekallah smpai aher hayat..." "even awek abang tu (yg aku consider as sgt lawa n kurus tu) pun x de bf pon b4 i proposed 2 her 2 b her bf...2 this statement i think ape yg abg aku try 2 indicate is dat even org yg aku claim as lawa n kurus tuh pon xkan ade bf klu blom smpai masenye dat gurl jumpe abg aku..so d same concept applies 2 me la kan...[ei,btul ke assumption aku nih ek??]

"ever heard of couples yg dh 7 ,8 thun bcinte..tp last2 x jadik kwin pon???NAK KE JADIK CMTUH??(abg aku dh bengang gile ngn aku time nih kot!!hihi!!) pnat2 bcinte n menginvestkan sgt byk duit..tp end up NOT GETTIN MARRIED pon...NAK??!! tu blom masuk citer yg dh kawin for 10,20 yrs tp snang2 je nk CERAI n atas alasan X SEHALUAN..or X KENAL D SPOUSE ANYMORE..even more shockin..sum said yg X LEH NAK TRIMA D 'REAL' SELF OR TRUE NATURE OF THEIR PARTNER--helo??dh bcinte bagai nak rak smpai 7,8 tahun tp x knal2 gak ur partner...apa citer nihh???xkanla x knal2 gak wthin those LONG DREADFUL YEARS???"

hm...guess he's quite rite ek...those senarios DO HAPPEN n not surprisingly ppl STILL GET IN LOVE..4 d BESTt of it...4 d LOVELY part of it...=) but if its FATED dat a couple's marriage/dating period is not 2 b DAT LONG...then they'll juz hv 2 ACCEPT it loh..i mean dat IS d parts n parcel of life...n NO ONE IS SPARED...no one........

however..God's alwiz has His wyas of helping,kan??..there's solat istikharah...doa penyeri muka(sape nak?aku ader!!hehehe)...doa cpat dpt jdoh...doa jdoh kekal...etc....

so...i guess..in d end...its up 2 us 2 determine wut kindof life we wanna live..wut kindof relationship we wanna b in...wut kindof contribution we wanna gv 2 d ppl who hv raised us..n wut kindof repayment we wanna make 2 d Almighty...so...

MAKE UP UR MIND..N CHOOSE WISELY!!!! =)