bukan avoiding..he left his phone at home...silly me!!

hm...he wuz not avoiding me la...he forgot 2 bring his phone 2 his office dat day...wa...malunyee...i left like what...20 msscalls kot??n 10 msgs??n he had no idea at all of wut he has done smpai i acted dat way...so when i told him bout my serba salah-ness regarding our x-jadi-date...he said "dah2...kita tutup buku..xmau ckp dh psl tu...abg x marah..abg cuma tulis je mcm tu dlm msg...xde..abg x trase apape...dah2..jgn piker apape k??nti abg try make plans 2 c u a.s.a.p...k?dah2...abg tgh drive ni..ujan lebat sgt2..(very true coz i cud hear drops of heavy rain at d back of his voice)..ok...ayg jg diri leklok ek?i love u...akum"

hm...does dat sound sincere nuff??did he really meant wut he said???yg dia x trase n all??hehe...liar..i know dia trase..tp dia sj je xmo tunjuk...enihow...mmg this is my true self...as hard n as bitter as it gonna b...he has 2 b able 2 learn 2 accept it...n try 2 undstand...if dia x leh...then sorry la...he's gonna hav 2 find another girl..(was dat really me???huaaaa...tidakkk....xmauu org lain..nk abg gakkkkk...hihi..)tp seriously...i hope he understands...

so erm...2 a v special buddy of mine...sorry shera...if i've hurt u...didnt mean it...it wuz me n emotions n pms...great combination,huh??

n 2 shidah...dont regret n balme urself 4 ruining d plan...it wasnt suppose 2 b thot of in d 1st place...totallly wrong plan...well..guess i jus gotta c how thing goes...interview tomoro...(i'll keep u guys posted on d outcome tomoro,eh?).....n sending resume 2 a travel agency near my house nxt week kot...c how things settle ar ek...end~