CaVe~uNLeaSHeD...(aHaKs!!)

hurm...sumtimes it juz takes A WHOLE D*** LOT of one's patience to cope with something..

hehe..paham ke those astericks (betul ke eja mende alah ni?) ..

neways..no more cavey issues...dah ok dah....i just hav 2 b a little more patient nxt time..n have a helluva time wif my fwenz ke..or go shopping alone ke..just so tat i can get my mind OFF him..n let him cool down..n settle all his probs..then he'll come back and share..n all..n etc ..n then nti ok la balik tu...

regards to azlina taib (i know i shud've listened to you..but i wuz just so stubborn..nak gak cari pasal n keep on mintak him to share n not understanding to juz let it be..give him d space tat he needs..i mean kita akan share wif a person whne we feel like to, kan? if we just dont feel like it then we wud not b sharing-lah, rite??...so ok..i got my lesson...wont do it again..)

one thing i know now..is tat i am a V V patient punya org..hehe..org lain salah pun i'm d one yg akan mtk maaf n hope that evrythg'll settle n go back to normal just as it is a.s.a.p

ntahla..i just cant stand anymore fights lah..PENAT...n oso sgt penat kot nak find sumone else..n go thru d process of bercinta-gaduh-baik..all over again...i mean if kita asyik nak mcari something much better..eventually we will NOT GET IT...coz nobody's perfect..(courtesy of article "Love vs Marriage' posted by Ms. Fadilah Hani - miss u la gurl..lame gile x jumpe eh?)....so sayangilah what u have..n find ways to make it better..make it a rship ke..a person ke..sume boleh di didik n di ubah....cuma mungkin tahap kesabaran during those 'teaching' and learning process is gonna b tuff la kan....n one more thing....a little bit of complaints and regrets along the way IS OK..just jgn lupe yang GOD is watching your every step...so BEWARE n BERSYUKUR.....

mungkin sekarang kita susah..n dalam kita susah2 tu pun..kita kena tolong org lain...but at least we try our best to help tat person...maybe in future tat person will do d same thing to us..n who knows tat person nanti will be senang ke in future kan...(yes, of course..we DO NOT KNOW anything for sure...and sacrificing a lot for tat person mite not even benefit us at all..coz we mite not get anytg at all in future ke...) tapi i prefer to be on the "I-did-everything-in-my-power" side..at least if anything happens in future, i will not be blamed...as i had done my best...

~end~

lovey cavey??(muehehe...i'm d only one who understands..)

hurm...what to write eh...STILL on the cave issue...

i guess there's no other way then to just simply understand...and eventually ACCEPT...

its not a crime to be an ego maniac and also a 'cave'-maniac (is there even such a term??HA HA)...as its not a crime when a women goes thru pms...

so i juz gotta be like DAMN patient wif him for now....for a future that no one knows..it mite b great..bad or just nice..

bersabar jelah ek...

just one small enquiry - if kita tolong org tu time dia btul2 tdesak n tgh desperate gila...tat person will like ingat kita sampai mati ke..??haha..funny question eh...n again..a question only i understand...ehekss...

KuaSa TuHaN..SaMBuNGaN~~

still on the 'cave' issue...

now maybe 'pelamin anganku musnah' kot...

adoyy..y does life has to be so difficult..

org lain yg salah org lain yg mintak maaf..

not d prince charming enimore eh?

aiyoh...aku ka yg salah....aku yg suffer lagi ada la.....

how can they be so damn cold....

Kuasa Tuhan...

just when i thought God was Superb..right there and then i was smacked in the face..(proves tat nobody IS pefect)..mmg dia sgt prihatin, sgt caring, sgt nak jumpa hari2..tapi bila angin dia dtg..adu....sakitnye...hehehhh..merapu eks..

so d saying 'Tuhan jadikan kamu berpasang-pasangan dan hendaklah kamu itu saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain'--meaning org yg sabar kena la bersabar dgn org yg baran yerk??hehehehe...am i makin any sense to anyone??hik..

ntahla...i know i shud be angry and i shud demand more respect..but then it didnt happen like tat..i jus cried a lil bit and screamed on top of my lungs for a while..but then the sadness and anger juz sumhow dissapeared..and i came my senses n rationalized tat he may need sum space of his own.. (well...not really my OWN senses la...i read it once in the Man frm Mars Women frm Venus book..maybe they do need time to themselves..its not tat they dont care..n they can become V V COLD..but its juz coz they cant think of other things at tat time..they're juz too preoccupied wif d porbs they're havin at tat point of time..)

so i guess it is true tat man and woman cope with problems DIFFERENTLY..a woman will be able to share with another woman whom she BARELY knows or JUST MET on the roadside or happens 2b sitting next to her at the bus stand..

whereas a man will sort of masuk dlm their 'gua' and find ways to solve their probs..n they wont tell anyone bout their prob until its settled...hahahahaa to be continued...