bad mood giler..

harini asal tah..titibe je bad mud gilerz..thp cipan tul...smpai cidah pon tkene tmpias...sori wak..i guess pms kot...

smlm tgk 'cinta hati' balik naik keta honda accord dia..smpat jln2 togeder2 lagik!tp bukan bdua2an yerk..ader cidah n lily..hehehe...ala tp cian dier...kaki dier mlecet...tdengkot2 jln...pkai kasut BARU nyer psl...siap emphasis on d word BARU mase tanye asal dier jln cam tempang je kan...cehh..klu aku tau..mmg aku x tanye!!

last 2 days bjaye mengambik gamba my 'cinta hati di 24-hour room'..hihi amik 2 gamba tu!!tp x clear ar kan..coz amik from far..nk amik dekat2 sgan la plak...ehh...gatal tul..arituh dh ader chance nk amik..depan2 mata lagik..hihi tp..cannot laa..too shy..ahaks!!!hihi...cidah tanyer "ey brape byk cinta hati daa nk ader"..hurm...so far 2 je kot..n will stay 2 jela kot...hehehe

sabtu arituh gi jln ng cidah n her bf n daya...gi night safari...kat zoo negara (any1 been there??) --hurm..nk ckp x besh,tp ader gak momentos yg besh..myb coz g ngn fwenz kot..tu pslla yg xbesh pun leh jdik besh ek..ermm...kitorg smpai around 9pm..bf cidah tanye kat guard tuh zoo tutop kul bpe? "11 bang" n we were like -alemak,smpat ke??alah,redah jela....alang2 dh smpai kan?jauh tu..dr shah alam beb...xkan nk pata balikk..so..kitorg smpat la tgk tikus terbeso kat dunie (capybara)..tgk badak air (d bdk air wuz standing gile dekat dgn kitorg!!)..tgk kucing utan yg 'alim' (d cat tawaf pusing its cage for like 7 times kot..then trus landing kat 1 spot n angkat kpale dier jap then trus kiok tertido..kucin tuh bace doa tawap kot b4 dier tdo..heh)..then saw those EVER SO CUTE RACCOONSS--sume ader 5 ekor in their cage..n they were sleeping in position yg sama n SGT CUTEE!!!)...hurm..then tgk zirafah n zebras (cidah kate "trase mcm kat afrika la plak!" hehe)...n then tgk gak those HUGE n like zaman ancient punye IKAN (very10x d besar la i tell u...ader 1 spesies ikan tuh..looks like kelisa..only 10 times larger!!) ader cage penguin..tp penguin da tido...so x dpt tgk...huhu...erm we all went on d train (sbb cidah kate penat nk jln2 around d zoo n like mcm SERAM kot nk jln2 at night like dat...hehe)...owh,n we did also went 2 c d night show--ader helang,raccoons,otters n sea lions!!but mcm sikit sgt animals yg perform dat nite..i guess rmai yg da tdo kot..(sesuai ke animals sbut ramai??hehe)...

after abis touring d zoo for rm10...then kitorg gi carik a place 2 eat..kat restoran kawanku..around area medan kg tungku...n i saw mohd zafri there..eatin wif his gf..new ke lame ke i x amik pot la plak kan...he's changed..he got sideburns now..(aku xtau nk classify as hemsem or not..only i think he loooks betta without em..) yes..mmg aku sdey..coz he's like dh moved on..hving new rships n all...n i'm here still alone..no bf-s yet...huhu..n yes..i dah pnat nangis2 kat k.iya n shera n daya n lynn taib..(tq so much 4 ur supports..really preciate it..only i still dun haf d guts 2 b strong yet...still gonna b as vulnerable as a little child until i finish my pms kot...)

yes shera.....i'll try my HARDEST not to remeber him anymore...d fact dat i actually thot dat he wanted 2 get back together (after d msgs dat he sent 2 me n 2 cidah on frenster)....i wuz totally wrong..n totally misunderstood his intentions...myb dia mmg juz nk stay frenz n his msgs were juz pure --"how r u? hpe u're doin fine"-- kindof msg...so itu yg mbuatkan aku lg sdih,shera...(d fact dat aku mcm dh termalu oleh accusation/assumption yg aku sdirik cipta! yg x brasaskan any evidence pon!)

so now i gotta pull myself back together...haf 2...4 d sake of all my neverending tests..assigmts n projects...this weekend lak kena babysit my nephews...nk tolak x smpai ati...kang mane akak aku nk campak budak2 tu..mama lak sure nti bising2 n like ungkit2 psl penat jg those two askars...so m left wif no choice except hav 2 babysit my CUTE n ever so CUDDLY nephews tuhhh..pnat pon pnat la....worth it rite??n plus..baju2 kat umah k.rohaya pon da siap...bolela amik skali..hehehe...nxt whole week pkai baju barula akuuu...hehehehehhe...

so...objective of going online kat library today x tcapai....kunonnye nk carik article for AIS asgmt (eh,yg ni accomplished la!!)...n pastuh nk print ODIT's n AIS's saved documents..(hehe...yg nih x tbuat la beb..x smpat..library nk close dh..so accrued to tomoro lah nmpknye ek...hihihi...) hurgh...lpas nih nk kne mnapak turun ke hostel....n mlm ni ader cramah 'Remaja & Seks' kat Pusat Islam...hehehehe...nk gi ker x ek??mcm besh....tgk advert dia..siap tulis wordings "nak buat seks??dengar ape kata dr.haznilah" actuallynye aku blasah je name pceramah tuh..x ingat..tp mmg ader dr. laa...hurm..tgk ar...klu kakiku ini bg approval..heheh smpaila aku kat P.I tuh tonite...=)

--hua..mama baru call!!!rindunye!!!smlm baru trase rindu banget pada mamaku!!!!!slame nih cam eksyen je bile org kate rindu kat mak la..ayah la...tp smlm i really2 did miss my mama...n my family..most of all....RINDU MICKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!sure da gmok gilerz lahanat tuhs...hihihi lahanat but extremely TERPAHAT dihatiku.....sabo yer mickey ku...lgik 2 bulan jerk...afta that i'll gomol u each n every dayyy!!!!!!!!! (ey..mickey tuh KUCING aku laaaa...pe yg korang piker haaaaaaaaa....) =)

so..signing out now...gotta try 2 do my editings for my ais asgmt n try 2 print my odit articles....nk setelkan gak...yayy...baru tau lab library nih tutop kul 9.30...muahahaaa...sambung KERJA la nmpknye bebbbbb!!!

adioss~~

weird..but true..

hm..how shall i start ek...occay la..stret 2 d point je la...abanz sent a friendster msg to shidah yesterday...sayin he wuz sory 4 everything he had done...n hoped she wuz in d best of health..n dat hopefully her bestfren (which is me) is also fine...[hahahh..wonder do u guys get d real meaning in his msg--> maknanye i m not d wrong 1 in d rship we had la kan..rite?rite?hmm..n wonder y he keeps on sendin apologetic msgs thru frenster..last time he sent it to me..this time 2 shidah instead..hahahh...sure dier tgh desperate giler kan skg..hahahaaaa tu la..sape suoh x treat me well when he shud hav aite?? :) i m so happy wif myself!! :)

so here's a preview of d msg dat he sent 2 shidah..

Original message from abaNz:
sorry 4 everthing aite.. yang berlalu tuh biar la berlalu aite..
skank pun dah medeka.. hope ko sihat rite.. sama dengan beshfrenz ko ..
sorry for everthing girl..

haha..so???wut a relief 2 kno dat i'm NOT D 1 2 B BLAMED 4 D RSHIP!!!!for so many times i've been tellin 2 myself dat i'm d 1 who didnt quite understood him...i'm d 1 who didnt give freedom 2 him...i'm d 1 who didnt try hard enuff 2 make d rship work...but now dat he's showing his efforts of sendin those apologetic msgs to me once dulu..n even now to shidah plak..shows dat he's sumhow begging or at least hoping for forgiveness frm me n shidah,rite??

:) hm..so happy today..very,very happy :)

NAK BF!!!!! (haha..2 those who r tired of my mourns...a must read!!)

i've been mourning bout havin a bf waaay 2 long,aite?? =) yeah..yeah..i kno...tapi KENAPA yek?kdg2 aku pelik gak ngn diri sdirik..Y is it dat HAVIN bf matters SO MUCH 2 me??2 hav sum1 2 talk 2 & tell things about??IS DAT IT??bole jerk do those xtvts wif gurlfrenz,kan??n their REACTIONZ will b like SO MUCH BETTER pun,compared 2 a guy's exprexxionz,kan??so..SAL AKU NAK SGT BF??2 b CARED & 2 CARE..as in 2 b LOVED & 2 LOVE??hm......so..here's a sneak preview of d conversation dat i had wif my brother [haha..bole pakai gak rupenye pale otak abgku sorang nih!! ;)] ....

"kenapa kena tgk org lain??y shud u ALWIZ COMPARE urself wif others??suke sgt ckp dialog -->ala..beshnye tgk sume org g DATING...ader BF...bile weekend je siap2 pkai LAWA2..makeup2 nk g dating..BESHnye ader pakwe...<-- "adik nak experience a SERIES of dating relationship (meaning couple n clash BYK2 kali..lps clash ader je GANTI)..or nak jumpe SORANG je n then TRUS KAWIN n KEKAL sampai bila2???"

"tak semestinya bile SENANG dpt ganti after clash tu means dat it will last 4 ever...kita xtau pe yg akan jadi in FUTURE...adik nak bagi ur future hubby ur MOST love or nk bagi yg SAKI BAKI je(after d so many coupling experience u've been thru)??...makin BYK hubungan yg kita involve in...makin SIKITlah sayang yg kita akan bagi to our SOULMATE..

"biarlah dapat LAMBAT sikit...tp d TIMING is rite..n masing2 dh cukup READY n cukup CIRI2..in every aspect...n hopefully kekallah smpai aher hayat..." "even awek abang tu (yg aku consider as sgt lawa n kurus tu) pun x de bf pon b4 i proposed 2 her 2 b her bf...2 this statement i think ape yg abg aku try 2 indicate is dat even org yg aku claim as lawa n kurus tuh pon xkan ade bf klu blom smpai masenye dat gurl jumpe abg aku..so d same concept applies 2 me la kan...[ei,btul ke assumption aku nih ek??]

"ever heard of couples yg dh 7 ,8 thun bcinte..tp last2 x jadik kwin pon???NAK KE JADIK CMTUH??(abg aku dh bengang gile ngn aku time nih kot!!hihi!!) pnat2 bcinte n menginvestkan sgt byk duit..tp end up NOT GETTIN MARRIED pon...NAK??!! tu blom masuk citer yg dh kawin for 10,20 yrs tp snang2 je nk CERAI n atas alasan X SEHALUAN..or X KENAL D SPOUSE ANYMORE..even more shockin..sum said yg X LEH NAK TRIMA D 'REAL' SELF OR TRUE NATURE OF THEIR PARTNER--helo??dh bcinte bagai nak rak smpai 7,8 tahun tp x knal2 gak ur partner...apa citer nihh???xkanla x knal2 gak wthin those LONG DREADFUL YEARS???"

hm...guess he's quite rite ek...those senarios DO HAPPEN n not surprisingly ppl STILL GET IN LOVE..4 d BESTt of it...4 d LOVELY part of it...=) but if its FATED dat a couple's marriage/dating period is not 2 b DAT LONG...then they'll juz hv 2 ACCEPT it loh..i mean dat IS d parts n parcel of life...n NO ONE IS SPARED...no one........

however..God's alwiz has His wyas of helping,kan??..there's solat istikharah...doa penyeri muka(sape nak?aku ader!!hehehe)...doa cpat dpt jdoh...doa jdoh kekal...etc....

so...i guess..in d end...its up 2 us 2 determine wut kindof life we wanna live..wut kindof relationship we wanna b in...wut kindof contribution we wanna gv 2 d ppl who hv raised us..n wut kindof repayment we wanna make 2 d Almighty...so...

MAKE UP UR MIND..N CHOOSE WISELY!!!! =)

ACCA talk..

arinih..tepat kul 2.45pm...i had to attend a talk on ACCA n CIMA...supposedlynye my name wuz in a list of students yg kne jumpe dean..psl result kot..hihi..mmg aku SEDAR aku antare insan yg TIDAK NGETOP di fakultiku...(sob!sob! salah sdirik pun..maleh blaja kan??!!)..neways...tp apetah mistake yg d mgmt of lvl 14 dh wat..so end up d rest of d list bein given d opportunity 2 join d ACCA n CIMA talk..hihi..besh gak talk tuh..byk gak arr insights yg aku dpt...n lps talk tuh sume org pon mcm bekobar2 gile nk wat acca ngn cima after grad..haha..yg dh konfem nk kje lps grad pon titibe leh nk tuka pikiran..ekeke..lawak tull..

as 4 me..still x sure lg la...actuallynye yg mbuatkan so ramai org nk wat acca is coz itm;s paying 4 d exemption fees n exams fees...kire sume paid for ar..no need 2 bring out money from own pocket..(who wouldn't love dat,rite?) n same as 4 cima...except that if dftr ngn cima a.s.ap (in a program 4 students called 'cima 1st')--> d subscription feez 4 d 1st year will b waived(wutt??FREE lagik??)...n wuts even more tempting is dat d subsequent years punye subscription paymets will b 50% off!!!(sumer org mmg da giler dh time nih..yg nk mik acca cam dh terbelah bagi hati n interest diorg..wakaka...sape yg xmo free things,kan??hik!!)

so here i am..still thinkin of wut 2 do..n wut 2 pursue...nk wat acca or cima or keje dluh aaaaa?????kompius2...my parents lagila...ade ke suoh kje gomen (government)???since aku dh prac kat ctuh..so i'd rather not la kot kje kat gomen...mmgla sgt byk benefitnyer..like housing loan..computer loans n wut knots...tp..it is also sgt2 typical malay punye environment(not that i m an all-american punye person)..tp agak cam x gemar environment yg lepak2..leweh2...n sgt x bz...sum ppl might call me crazy..but i'm more into a workin environment thats constantly bz+work late hours+meet lots of different ppl n colleagues+u dont even haf d time 2 think whether u hv eaten or not [wakaka..this is 2 much dah kot??=) ] N MOST IMPORTANTLY, A WORKIN PLACE WHERE I DONT HV 2 WEAR ONLY BAJU KURUNGSSSS...huargh..penat je beli mcm2 fesyen...n all those bajus n pants will end up in d closet????

so..2 u guys out there yg nk kasik any opinions...ur most welcome 2 do so...need all d help i can get...now i need 2 settlekan my FAR n ODIT assignments...A.S.A.P!!!!! (huargh...bmulerla episod x tdo malam!!!!) =(

kena tegur nyanyi kat library!!!

hihi...1 kejadian yg sgt klaka telah berlaku yesterday evening..kat lab library....i wuz bz talkin 2 cidah bout d hantu video yg happened at brunei(do u guys know bout it?ju-on happenings at 1 skool kat brunei..if u guys wanna know more...juz let me know,k)...neways...so biler da abis crite tu.. mcm traser nk nyanyi la kan...so i pon nyanyila lagu 1 in a million...tup2 tgh nyanyi titiber mamat seblah cidah cam tego..."dik,lagu tu mmg sedap..tapi bole x tolong pelan sket??"--hello???aku x nyanyi kuat sgt k??n mcm sgt bengang biler mamat tuh bcakap dgn muke yg sgt kerekkk...hhihi tp seb baik ar dier ckp tu kat cidah...cuz mayb he thot it wuz her voice..hahah...selamat akuu dr termaluu...ekekke..sorie ek cidah??!! =) huh..seb baik x emsem..klu tak.lame dh aku ngorat!! wink2 ;)

1st class after d hols...argh!!

sume pon nk jerit kan aku nih??gumbira jerit..sdih pon jerit..hihi..erm..skg tgh bertekun2 kat library nak menyiapkan 3 assignments skaligus(buleh kaa??)...ader AIS..FAR...AUDIT..n lastly (but d most difficult kot??) RISK....huargh lagi!!bole plak tlupe nk bwk disket..haru2...oopss..mcm kuno giler ek..skg org x pkai disket dh kot..thesedays punye 'diskets' r called thumbdrives...haha...:)

(hm...still thinking biler ek nk beli kabel kat kdai samsung..barula gambo2 dlm my hp leh ditransferkan ke blog inih...hm...bila yaa nk bli????)

blog-fenin lagila...

eyy pnat dah aku try nk tuka kaler n tulisan..nk tgk mane yg plg fit my blog...huargh..pnat!!! ahernye..came 2 d conclusion dat xyah nk set apape font or size..juz follow d default setting..sonang..abih ceghiter...shera??biler nk answer my persoalan kat frenster psl mende alah bloggingz nehss????ko da bkak msg frenster lum pompuan???

AIS ASSIGNMENT

urgh...sgt blur n pening...today dah balik hostel..for d sake of menghadirkan diri 4 ais,odit n risk discussionz...n as usuallah...d PM for ais grup mmg xdtgla kan...hope he'll rot in hell...uisy..jahat sgtla plak bunyiknye ek..tnsen gile...rase cam nk piung2 je...keje xpnahnye nk wat..harapkan org lain n at d end of it dier lak yg dpt nama..as d grup leader..sesuai ke?tak!urgh...cpatla abis asgmt nihss...x larat dh....eventho blur tp still got 2 teruskan gaks...argh!!!!!

TesTinG..TeSTiNg???

siang td try nk create blog kat friendster..succeeded..tp biler nk edit balik tonite x leh nk bkak plak...huargh..tensen!!pstu cam tringat shera ader blog...n bukan blog frenster,kan??so i tried la creating a new blog kat blogspot lak..so far so gud..hope i'll not b experiencing any extra prob in future..

credits 2 k.iya 4 encouraging me 2 create my own blog..n also 2 my sifu..u know who u r...this is 1 of my efforts 2 bring out d new me...d real me..hope i'll succeed...hik ;)

hehe...sebagai my 1st pic entry...nih la dier...my bestest fwen kat itm...masuk bulan ni..baru je 3 tahun 8 bulan 7 hari kenai...tp mcm dah share 1 badan la plak ek??? sume pon nk kongsi!! (eh, emotions jer yaa not clothes--of cosla x muat..lol!!) ;) cyg cidah!!


nih plak sape ye??hihi..ni la..a special buddy of mine...hik..(jgn kembang ye mok??) time skola dlu xdela rapat sgt..but lately we became very2 d close...wonder wuts d reason ek??ekeke...cyg chera!! =)